I know I have to do something about the stress when every phone call, every email, every time someone just says hi makes me angry. I feel the moment of weakness and that only makes me angrier, knowing I’m in that moment and I can’t do anything about it. Worse yet is letting other people see that moment of weakness.
A friend told me a few days ago that he wasn’t going to feel sorry for me as I’m incredibly fortunate and have virtually no problems, comparatively speaking. He’s absolutely right. And I don’t feel sorry for me either. That would be ridiculous. But I still have those moments of weakness.
I’m only an ordinary person. Who wishes I had superhuman strength. But I don’t.